农历的十月初二，我农历的生日

买块蛋糕自己吃掉，满足一下食欲

连着下了多天的雨，而所谓的评估专家们似乎又在躲雨又在躲我们，又想起了那个台湾的躲猫猫社，你永远也找不到他们．

大凡遇到这等事情，就会了解到原来＂装＂是可以如此彻底，如此不真实，如此把假的弄成真的，而腐败又是如此与生活相切合着．

这个１１月里，算起来去了Ｋ歌４，５次了．超频繁的一回，以往估计是一年都没这等数量的．

今年的生日收到了一份礼物，心满意足，填补了许多年空白着的遗憾，很是感激，本来做人就不因太奢求．

ＣＥＴ４差不多就４周时间，把英语疯狂补补补的日子正在进行中．

也得关心着就业，关心着将来，还有自己的健康．

 

好久没去阳台上吹吹风了，似乎它想我了～

短短到手３天时间，就被我研究了个透，今天下午开始尝试刷机，首次失败，然后契而不舍，越败越勇的尝试着～～～～～～

最终论坛的一位弟兄帮了大忙，其实是被论坛里一个帖子给误导了，不然也不会走那么多歪路．．．．

不管如何，今天学会不少东西，成了半个刷机专家了，呵呵．．．

开学已是８周，这周考了２门，并上上周的那１门，少了３门课，一下子课少了许多，苦日子到头终于可以松口气了．

周一是重阳节，农历９９，没啥异样．

周二是万圣节，外国人的节日，外头烟花放个不停．

周二周三早上一二没课了，于是８点起床在无人的操场小跑了几圈，之后就饱受大腿酸痛之苦，上下楼梯脚都抖了起来．

算起来７月之后就一点都没动过啥，完全一僵尸状态生活着，盲目与无趣．

发觉每个人都有自己的乐子，都有自己的生活方向，有着自己的追求

惟独我，逃避着所有的麻烦，所有的事情，所有的眼神．

试穿老哥的西装，只觉镜子中的人没有一点活力，如同枯树，而没有厚度的体型使其与挂在衣架上没有一点区别，身上瘦的一点安全感都没．

活着是辛苦的，可是能够顽强活下去的人才是真正勇敢和了不起的．

 

此外，再也不通宵唱歌了，这个双修日都在睡觉了．

不庸质疑，smallville里的music一直都是最棒的

 

Isn't it strange the way things can change
The life that you lead turned on its head
Suddenly someone means more than you felt before
Her house and its yard turns into home

I'm sorry but i meant to say
many things along the way
so this ones for you

Have i told you i ache
Have i told you i ache
Have i told you i ache for you?

Have i told you i ache
Have i told you i ache/and i hope its not too late
Have i told you i ache/Can i hold you and ache for you?

The time that it took writing words for my book
seems to have broken in half
The gate that i shut last time i got hurt
seems to have opened itself

Oh the world its spinning now its trying to catch me up
and tell me to appreciate the here and now

I'm sorry but i meant to say
many things along the way
so this ones for you

Have i told you i ache
Have i told you i ache
Have i told you i ache for you?

Have i told you i ache
Have i told you i ache/and i hope its not too late
Have i told you i ache/Can i hold you and ache for you?